I’m not doing one thing clearly. I want to do all the things but I can’t choose one. I have plans but I’m not executing them. I can restart the podcast but I’m not doing it. I can start making Instagram reels but I’m not doing it. there’s always some reason. I’m always finding some reason to not do the thing that I’m supposed to do. Even now, instead of writing and completing my blog post, I’m writing this. well, this is necessary but I don’t know man.

I always thought I don’t need motivation because I have a purpose but now, I feel nothing. Now I don’t have any motivation to do anything. The “Do Something” principle isn’t doing any shit or maybe I’m not trying hard enough. I feel like a work a lot but at the end of the day nothing gets done, my screen time is 4 hours, and I’m using Instagram too much.

It’s weird man. Like what I’m doing doesn’t seem legitimate.

Can’t decide the time to shoot reels also. During the day there’s something that stops me. Can’t do it in the middle of the night because that will ruin my schedule. Fukckkkkkk. Fuck it man. Well, at least my typing speed is fine and I use better English than before.

Ok, enough problem. solution time.

What should I be doing instead of whining here?

Instagram reels is priority. That’s the way I’m gonna make my name and have enough followers to collab with others. What do I need for completing Instagram reels? Editing and taking video wagera wagera.

Select a time for recording – during the day anybody can disturb, there are vehicles and kids outside, so morning big no. I can do it at night but like I said my sleep schedule will change and I might not be able to do my morning routine. Let’s say I wake up at 2am to record. It would take 1 hour to complete my recording. Wait. Losing 1 hour of sleep after enough rest (11pm to 2am) and then rest after this (3am to 6am). Wait. Fuck. I can do this. I can try at least. Gonna try it tonight man. I’m serious.